every day i am terrified of what this body has to do.
dysmorphia is a black rock in my guts.
i watch others eat because i do not have the privilege.
back then i couldn't sleep, and now i don't want to.
i feel the churning of the grease and the vacuous void of my bowel.
every day i am cursed with this physicality
the burden of consumption and the terror of digestion.
it won't be long until i gobble my hardship.
the one who ate himself.
released July 19, 2016
this incarnation of The Schmürz features (3) storytellers.
all stories built around recordings of misc cooking shows and food vlogs.
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